I remember thinking long ago, as a kid, wondering why there was such a holiday as mothers day....i think it pertained to the idea of not actually having that day off or any break. I just thought to myself at that time, "what a silly idea to celebrate being a mother." of course i worded it differently something along the lines of "mothers day...huh what do i do?" But now, i think i realized the awesomeness and the full capability this special day can hold. Its ultimately an excuse for celebrating the strength and love and the sheer awesomeness mothers have. I remember making little things for my mother in grade school, and i always thought it was dumb. "Why would my mom want some stupid paper thing i glued or colored in? I certainty would want something much cooler " I wonder now, if she remembers all my small gifts and if she really loved it or just carelessly threw it aside. I hope it was the first....
If you guys dont know, I am a mamas boy, and i am proud of it. I love my mother and I am grateful for being there and my upbringing, the sweat and tears she put into my life and he shear strength in overcoming the obstacle I put in front of her, the disappointments I put her through. I wonder if my mom knows that im sorry for the mistakes and troubles i put her through ( especially pregnancy..but she told me i wasnt much of a problem since i came out premature.....haha..) . As a boy its really hard to talk to our mothers heart-to-heart. Well, it is for me....so awkward....no? Maybe one day I can really sit down and talk to her fully....maybe when we're drunk together....HAHA.
