Saturday, February 21, 2009

Filler

Alright I been busy for the last 20 days...How busy? Very busy! 

Let me update you on whats happening to me. I been pulling all nighteres like they're nothing. Im practically explosive pooping all nighters out. (sorry for the visual image). But if i was to get lazy now, the only thing i would have is constipation and then pooping problems.....(ew more bathroom analogy's) 

Why have I been staying up continuously for many nights?: 

ARCHITECTURE!!!! 

Yes. Obviously that! What other reason but the love of my life! (ha only a workaholic would say that) The fact that architecture takes up now 90% of my life, i should receive some sort of......reward? Is it a good deed that I sucked myself into something so amazing? I guess not! Because Architecture is a reward on to itself!!! WOoo! ......<----loser

Ok Well anyway i been secretly doing thing other than Architecture (GASP) I know i know. I been taking discipleship training classes, this is the 3rd one this week. Its at Columbia and its very interesting, its alot of fun listening to these lectures. (No sarcasm here, seriously Discipleship training = alot of fun) Maybe I find it enjoyable since i look foward to it....

I really want to cook, its been driving me crazy...


OH and Abnaire is back! HEY ABNAIRE! HOWS IT GOING! LETS HANG OUT! :D


Projects are done this monday! ill have pics up soon

Sunday, February 1, 2009

Back to Designing

Alright i feel like i strayed off the topic my blog, "Stories of Design". So i guess now ill go back to talking about my projects here at NJIT.

First: I got new profs or Crits as we architecture students call them, and they're fine except for my design crit, shes really....plain. What I just said might seem a little...mean?, well anyway, shes a jerk as well. Well Crits are suppose to be jerks but...shes a jerk when its uncalled for. oh yea. Did i mention shes Korean? Her name is Jane Kim, shes skinny, pretty tall, and it looks like she doesnt apply anything to her face. Maybe shes going for the natural look....ew (doesnt fit her..actually i dont know if anything would fit her)...she just needs some meat. Hmm wait maybe its because im Korean she looks down on me.... Who knows :/ maybe in the end i wont think of her in this way.

Second: My classes here suck. Math and Humanities...stupid. The professors are...i dont know what to even say....yes i do. My math teacher doesnt give me points on questions during quizes if i dont answer it how she wants it...even if the answer is correct. I cant wait for the end of this semester so i can just give her a bad review...(because here at njit, at the end of the semester we write how we liked the class and the teacher...basically...shes screwed)


Third: Im designing a cafe, and also researching this house called the Slow House. Slow not as in dumb of course, who would ever name their house the Dumb House? Its stupid, not even attractive in the least bit. But anyway, these are two big projects going on at the same time...its tough....The chair is the chair im using to base my cafe off of. Its called the impression chair. Its pretty....impressive...hahaha.....no? Well its really interesting, im currently taking the characteristics of this chair and making abstract models from it. Its really cool. Ill upload the abstarct stuff later...maybe....or ill just put it on facebook..or both. lol The other pictureis a model of the Slow house. Its pretty cool, the house itself was never build because the art market crashed or something and the client who wanted this house stopped the project because of no money...sad. Well the house is like suppose to arouse you...i dont understand how yet but the farther you go into the house..the more......"aroused" youre suppose to be....fun. So yea. I have to explain the ideas the architects had when designing this who by the way are amazing architects and artist: Diller + Scofidio. Look them up, pretty cool stuff.

Well...until next time~

Wednesday, January 21, 2009

Hmm..interesting

I found this on facebook, it was a note from on of my friends, i found it very interesting...

The following was written by Ben Stein and recited by him on CBS Sunday Morning.


Commentary.

My confession:

I am a Jew, and every single one of my ancestors was Jewish. And it does not bother me even a little bit when people call those beautiful lit up, bejeweled trees, 'Christmas' trees.. I don't feel threatened. I don't feel discriminated against. That's what they are: Christmas trees.

It doesn't bother me a bit when people say, 'Merry Christmas' to me. I don't think they are slighting me or getting ready to put me in a ghetto. In fact, I kind of like it It shows that we are all brothers and sisters celebrating this happy time of year. It doesn't bother me at all that there is a manger scene on display at a key intersection near my beach house in Malibu . If people want a preacher, it's just fine with me as is the Memorah a few hundred yards away.

I don't like getting pushed around for being a Jew, and I don't think Christians like getting pushed around for being Christians. I think people who believe in God are sick and tired of getting pushed around, period. I have no idea where the concept came from that America is an explicitly atheist country. I can't find it in the Constitution, and I don't like it being shoved down my throat.

Or maybe I can put it another way: where did the idea come from that we should worship celebrities and we aren't allowed to worship God as we understand Him? I guess that's a sign that I'm getting old, too. But there are a lot of us who are wondering where these celebrities came from and where the America we knew went to.

In light of the many jokes we send to one another for a laugh, this is a little different: This is not intended to be a joke; it's not funny, it's intended to get you thinking.

Billy Graham's daughter was interviewed on the Early Show and Jane Clayson asked her 'How could God let something like this happen?' (regarding Katrina) Anne Graham (Lotz) gave an extremely profound and insightful response. She said, 'I believe God is deeply saddened by th is, just as we are, but for years we've been telling God to get out of our schools, to get out of our government and to get out of our lives. And being the gentleman He is, I believe He has calmly backed out. How can we expect God to give us His blessing and His protection if we demand He leave us alone?'

In light of recent events... terrorists attack, school shootings, etc. I think it started when Madeleine Murray O'Hare (she was murdered, her body found a few years ago) complained she didn't want prayer in our schools, and we said OK. Then someone said you better not read the Bible in school. The Bible says thou shalt not kill, thou shalt not steal, and love your neighbor as yourself. And we said OK.

Then Dr. Benjamin Spock said we shouldn't spank our children when they misbehave because their little personalities would be warped and we might damage their self-esteem (Dr Spock's son committed suicide). We said an expert should know what he's talking about. And we said OK.

Now we're asking ourselves why our children have no conscience, why they don't know right from wrong, and why it doesn't bother them to kill strangers, their classmates, and themselves.

Probably, if we think about it long and hard enough, we can figure it out. I think it has a great deal to do with 'WE REAP WHAT WE SOW.'

Funny how simple it is for people to trash God and then wonder why the world's going to hell. Funny how we believe what the newspapers say, but question what the Bi ble says. Funny how you can send 'jokes' through e-mail and they spread like wildfire but when you start sending messages regarding the Lord, people think twice about sharing. Funny how lewd, crude, vulgar and obscene articles pass freely through cyberspace, but public discussion of God is suppressed in the school and workplace.

Are you laughing yet?

Funny how when you forward this message, you will not send it to many on your address list because you're not sure what they believe, or what they will think of you for sending it.

Funny how we can be more worried about what other people think of us than what God thinks of us.

My Best Regards, Honestly and respectfully,

Ben Stein



It makes you think...no? Well it certainly made me think. People might say..What about people with other belief systems? Well...other belief systems might have other gods but they all have the fundamental ideas of Do not Kill, Steal Etc...right? Then people might say that not all kids are killers, right? Well..not all kids have been spared childhood spanking...lol. People in the end might say that we need to change....well I think that we HAVE changed, and the world we live in right now is the end result...

Tell me what you guys think~ wooo

Saturday, January 17, 2009

What is Happiness?

Wow. For some reason the title sounds depressing...No? Well i feel like it gives off a certain element of saddness, like a small tear to my eye, as if a small orphan boy was pulling on the legs of my pants asking for his mother....overpowering?... unrealistic? Yeah.....well anyway the reason for this title was because while i was sitting in my room meditating and focusing on the life force around me (just kidding! i was just being otaku) I started wondering about emotions and how it makes us do silliest(or creepiest) of things! Im pretty sure everyone knows what im talking about..if not...i dont know what to say. 

But anyway Emotions: Good? Bad? Personally I would love to live without them in certain moments of my life. It would certainly make things less...crazy...but anyway I think emotions keep us human, and realistic. I makes us humble...if we didnt have emotions we would be absolutely FEARLESS. (If one watched the episode of "Fairly odd parents" where Timmy wishes he didn't have emotions one would find my statement true lol )...Well anyway what i was getting at with this was what does one feel when one is consumed by ones emotions (too many one lol). 

For Example....(Oh this is perfect) In the beginning of this blog entry i was talking about some orphan boy pulling on my pants leg, right? Well imagining that should tug a couple of heart strings and produce a feeling as if someone is squeezing your heart. Every emotion brings out a certain feeling. When one feels anger, despair, hurt, and laughter ones body reacts. But what about happiness? When I try to remember the feeling of happiness nothing comes up. (is it weird im thinking about this? i mean it doesnt help im writing this 3 in the morning...lol) When i try to feel happy, what is it im trying to feel? Dont confuse happiness with joy, they're different.

So in the end is happiness just a facial expression? A feeling of nothing? What is it? GAHH

ok 
anyway.........


Winter break was fun! Had fun with everyone back at home and im glad i got to talk to people i havent talked to in a while. Hopefully these friendships wont die out.
 I also learned alot thanks to Vision Conference and hopefully ill keep learning :D woo lol 

Thursday, December 4, 2008

Complete!

Ahhh...Taste that? The taste of freedom!.....or boredom.....>.> lol. Studio is officially over. Now i have all the time in the world. Which isn't bad but what happens when theres nothing to replace that empty void in the afternoon which was once filled with endless hours of studio? Unfortunately...i discovered myself to be a workaholic....or maybe an addict. With nothing to attract my attention, ive become a aimless wandering mind (kind of like the dementors in harry potter when they weren't in azkaban...ew..i hate referring to pop culture). I could have turned my focus on to something constructive...such as helping the poor, taking care of the wounded...building bridges....but NO...todays mass media does not support this, instead they pull me away from the goodness that i could accomplish and shove selfishness and greed down my throat. Now i am corporate puppet ready to consume, buy and cover myself in the clothes of the wealthy. Am I enjoying this?: Yes. But what would have happened if I was to ignore all the evils the world has to offer? Nothing. Because its impossible to ignore them! Everywhere one goes, the world opens its hand and out comes distraction, disorder, sin, CHAOS! And we enjoy every minute of it. We do not care, we bathe in its dirt...
(.....wow ok.. I dont know how I got from taking about me not having studio anymore to this.....maybe it was bugging me subconsciously. Who knows but i like it :D)
Its been at least 2 weeks since i updated again...yet no one else has yet updated theirs..or at least read mine....or at least comment...But Ill carry on! lol










This is my final project. Looks good eh? lol My crits did like it..sort of....They told me i had to take it one step further and my idea was too trapped in this one idea of a curve so my study models showed too little progress. So next semester: Have a solid idea, and work faster. Woo!
The week i was doing this, I had 5 hours of sleep from Sun-Sat. It was epic. THe most i ever worked on anything. But the actual model took me only 1 night...lol It was preparing everything else that took so much time......

But now Studios over, all i got left is a math exam...which i dont know the time ..or day.....and a essay for humanities which i should be doing right now...lol

Good luck to everyone else during their finals :D

Monday, November 24, 2008

Updated! no joke~

Ok...so im finally updating my blog ( and because Janet told me to)....Does this mean im currently done with all work? No...actually I am currently battling with the architecture World itself. Imagine that, a WORLD against little ol' me. Ill win...eventually. :D lol But anyway ill talk about my current situation right now:

1. Studio! I wont call studio a prison but i have been here for the last 2 weeks working diligently...and..intesely (if thats a word) to create a pavilion fit for the mayans....well thats what the assignment is... but people forget the mayan empire died out. kindof foolish to build something for a fallen race of people...Their form of architecture and concepts are not used anymore. They were a race dedicated to the Cosmos (if you remember your freshman World Civ class), looking to the stars for enlightenment. They also happened to make human sacrifices, cutting peoples hearts out on an alter. Why would i create something for these people? Besides those facts, nothing else is known about them. They are a people shrouded in mystery, nothing is known about them except the fact their calander ends in 2012...so i guess the people decided thats when the world ends...Great... i wont even graduate college....

2. I hate my design again....The amount of time they give us to come up with a design and make models is so short...I need more time...everyone needs more time...its stupid...I made some sketches. The roof is spirling upwards in a half moon shape. Its not bad...but its a pain to build...

3. My progress is so slow..everyone is way ahead of me and I need to catch up....right now...other classes are holding me back too....i neeed to write a research paper on Vitruvius, a roman guy. woo.....lol Maybe the day i give my oral presentation in class ill wear a toga. haha


Oh and I made my schedule and it seems that my Friday classes start at 3 in the afternoon so I might soon start having overnight expeditions into NYC. Good stuff. lol

SO....... Until Dec 1 when studio is officially over Ill be working OVERTIME~


Current Status: OVERWHELMED! but still fighting on!~ :D

Tuesday, November 11, 2008

Update finally? Psych!~

Well i havent updated in a while and i dont think i have enough time :( Its the final project! and another common coming up! The project is a Mayan pavilion...so i got to use Mayan stuff...which can be fun but its alot of work....like alot of my other projects...but anyway alot went on and ill write about it later lol

so.....

brb...
:D