I havent ran a marathon or climbed the steep side of a cliff...but for some reason, I am physically drained. I wish there was some kind of energy shot i could just inject into myself so i dont feel like jumping off a waterfall.
If the waterfall doesnt happen, just sleeping forever would be nice. It would actually be lovely.
Oh how tormented is my teenage soul! (im kinda glad im still a teen (19))
How it longs for rest~ lol
poetic! no?
over dramatic!~ HA
Le Sigh.......
But in all seriousness
I think i have never been so tormented. I have never been so physically and mentally drained.
I think its because im preparing for my trip to mongolia.
It is also because Im trying to prepare myself for mongolia~(theres a differance between the last two) I figure no ones perfect...soooo I, wanting to be a better person, try to get rid of bad habits, learn more about what it means to love, forgive and be compassionate(following a certain role model). This is hard -___-;;
The effect i get from doing this : A life that is full and meaningful. I get to face struggle and hardship yet joy and immese pleasure. I am not trying to bend event that unfold to my will (i think that when chaos occurs) but try and bend my will into the event that are coming. So basically be more flexable :D
Sounds pretty easy....yet it is so tiring, so draining.....
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Tell me about it. When you're tired. And you just sleep. And you always want to sleep. It's the best.
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